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It rained all night and thundered but I slept quite peacefully besides that which surprised me because I am terrified of the thunder. Maybe its the wine I had before I went to bed that knocked me out lol (it was one of those days) So I'm leaving my house in the rain and its wet and sticky and gross I love the heat but the humidity that's just disgusting and so uncomfortable you never know what to wear.

Anyways I leave my home and start my trek to the bus stop and sometimes I wish to see a new face in the morning but no its all the same people who wait for the bus together for the past year and a half yet no one says a word everyone is so involved with their own lives. I sometimes wonder what their thinking. You ever walk to the bus stop and everyone looks at you arriving which makes it kind of odd that everyone acknowledges your presents yet no hello but I'm not going to lie I hate the perky people in the morning there's this one woman who I swear looks exactly like this guy I know its quite sad really her eyes are sunken and not because of age just because she was born unattractive. She also has premature female balding which kinda makes me laugh because her hair is so stringy and she really thinks she looks good one morning she had the audacity to apply makeup at the bus stop.Which I believe is a def force nothing could save that mug. But I digress shes also so happy and chatting giving thumbs ups and high fives to the people she knows at the bus stop sometimes I just want to tell her to shut the fuck up. Its way to early to be that amped. I guess she has to have a super personality to make up for her looks. Which is such a shame for her because I like to be nice to others but not out of necessity just because its the humanly thing to do but sometimes being a bitch just feels so good I like having options. One day when I'm on edge I may yell at her but I guess I'll let her enjoy her glory days being miss popularity at the bus stop (her parents must be so proud).

So my troop continues listening to my music to get me thru.People look so weird on the train. Sometimes I wish I could read peoples minds like when someone who smells gets on the train and everyone starts to panic its quite funny. So I'm two seconds from my job and a fellow co-worker almost runs me over. He puts down his window and laughs and goes I hope you got two in there ( I had a breakfast sandwich in a bag). What makes you think I would give you breakfast after almost running me over Its not a laughing matter I could've died, been seriously injured and he's worried about his breakfast the nerve of some people. Didn't even ask if I was alright I swear if I could shoot lightning bolts from my eyes he would've been a goner but he didn't even pay attention. This man always wants my breakfast he's even put his hands in my cereal box once call me crazy but I think he has it in for me I swear whenever I turn around he there. If I go into the kitchen at work hes getting water. If I go to the restroom he's walking by.Such a creep that one definitely sketchy .I should get back to work and see how the rest of this shameful day goes.